describe myself

I think I'm a very easy soft-hearted for each emotion.For example, no matter what my sister said a harsh word to me or she stepped me in front of my family,I never had any resistance to her.My heart felt very sad.My heart is more painful the longer I started strong,I tried my best to beat this devil.Because of this,everytime she spoke against me, I'll not manage her feelings and direct attacks on her life such as boys don't like her , no S-shape , looks ugly..something like that la..because I want to protect myself.Now i will start with her a comparison.I want everything better than her.I've already planned a lot.By the time, i want her to say sorry to me..from a child become an adult, I have been "eating" by this devil.Although i have no ability to earn money, I was 21years old I'll show all of u of my admiration.Next, I'm a very jealous someone who better than me.I don't like someone to show off in front of me.Because of this,I want everything better than other and I want that person doesn't show off in front of me again!! People who like to show off their brand-name bags , clothes, cosmetics, result.In these respects, i will never bow to them.!!